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Stigmata
01-20-2006, 03:07 PM
aS i hOLD tHIS kNIFE iT'S sHAKING, i cAN fEEL yOUR hEARTS bREAKING
bLOOD'S uSED tO dOCUMENT tHA lAST dECISION i aM mAKING
mY eXISTANCE sEEMS tO bE mORE tROUBLE tHAN a bLESSING
sO i tAKE iT fOR tHA sAKE oF tHOSE i kEEP dEPRESSING
sLIPPING tOWARDS tHA fURTHEST rEACHES oF tHA dESOLATE aBYSS
cONTEMPLATING wHERE tO pLUNGE tHA sTEEL n iF i'LL eVEN bE mISSED
i'M nOT lEAVING tO gAIN sYMPATHY, pLEASE dON'T eVEN mOURN
bETRAYAL iN mY lIFE'S lEFT mY sOUL fEELIN wORTHLESS n tORN
sEARING pAIN eBBS aND sWELLS, gASHES mAKE mE eVER wEAKER
aS mY bLOOD sTAINS mY fLESH aND i nEAR mY fINAL lITER
sWEET rELEASE fROM tHA dISAPPOINTMENT i hAVE bECOME
gENTLE pEACE tHROUGH sENSATION oF tHOUGHTS gOING nUMB
bLAME nOBODY bUT mE fOR mY pERMANENT mISTAKES
tEARY lAKES aRE iN vAIN, tHIS aTONEMENT i mUST mAKE
eVEN hELL mAY rEJECT mE, mY yEARS hAVE bEEN tOO mALIGNED
lIFE'S a jOURNEY, oNE fOR wHICH i wASN'T dESIGNED
mY lOVE fOR tHOSE i lEAVE bEHIND iS aBOVE cOMPREHENSION
aND i pRAY tHIS nOTE mAY lEAD mE tO sOME pATHWAY oF rEDEMPTION
iN mY oWN bLOOD i cALLIGRAPHY tHA wAYS i tRY tO jUSTIFY
tHA nECESSITY oF sUICIDE, iN tHIS wAY i tRY tO sAY gOODBYE
aS lONG aS mY hEART bEATS, eACH pULSE cAUSES hURT
bURY mE aND mY tRANSGRESSIONS iN tHA cEMETARY dIRT
tHA vEIN tRICKLE'S dYING oFF, i cAN fEEL lIFE eMPTYING
sLIPPING oUT oF cONCIOUSNESS i'M dEPARTING eVERYTHING
i'M tERRIFIED yET sOOTHED kNOWIN i'M aBOUT tO dIE
fROM tHA bOTTOM oF mY hEART i'LL sAY oNE lAST gOOD

jinder
01-20-2006, 03:36 PM
really feelin this, u got skillz
like tha vocab, had a nice story to it
really gud endin
wud be gud see u drop mo gud ish like this ova here

Ttown MC
01-20-2006, 04:40 PM
agree wit jin 100% you got skill man hope ta see more of it

holla back at me T

GUNS
01-20-2006, 04:52 PM
yeah he got skill


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